On belief

I guess... I believe that..there is something which will keep on eluding me until the time I am not sincere enough, humble enough, and understanding, compassionate, feeling enough. Until I approach the "thing" with a profoundly different frame of mind ( or a complete lack thereof)...it will remain beyond my reach.

maybe that's my idea of... God????

And painfully, the path to it will also remain the most difficult.